i am no longer going to put up with this.
i am no longer going to stand in my own way.
i will no longer give into temptation.
i am no longer going to believe that i will never lose weight, for this mentality causes me to give up, give in, and gain.

i am going to do everything i can do to get this weight off.

four weeks till the school year is over.
four weeks till i am back home.
four weeks to lose as much weight as possible.

i will no longer be the ugly fat girl.
i will no longer be the lazy, fat girl.

i will be glamorous.
i will be stylish.
i will be successful.
i will be envied.

I WILL BE THIN!